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Steady My Breathing, Silently Screaming ♥
And im longing, for words to descrbe how im feeling

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The name is ERNZZZ. Just turned legal 18! Currently studying in Melbourne. Young future Architect! God, I love.

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Praise in the morning, Praise in the evening
Praise when im laughing, Praise when im grieving
There will be dancing, There will be singing
Upon injustice we will tell of our God
In the darkness, in trial
My soul shall sing
Of His mercy, and kindness
Our offering of praise
Our God never fails
Our God never fails."


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Thursday, February 24, 2011

I know who I am, I know the way I would react to things, I know my limitations. I know I'm not exactly a social butterfly. So sometimes I wonder why I can't be friendly, outgoing and someone who's able to make friends easily? Going into a new year, into the first year of uni, into a new uni, none of my friends are following me to where I go to now. And I'm nervous. Nervous because I'm going someplace where I don't know anyone. Where I would need to make new friends. You see, its not in me to make friends that easily. I come off as a quiet and shy person when you first meet me, and that itself makes it hard for me to make friends because I would be perceived as arrogant. Which I'm not, because once you get to know me, I am a whole different person. No, I am not two faced. I'm just a different person because I would be comfortable around you and would be comfortable being myself. Sometimes I wonder why can't I just go up to someone and say, 'Hi! How're you going?'. Sometimes I wonder why is it so hard for me to connect with people? I really think in my life, there are only a handful of people that I can say that I can talk to them for hours and never run out of things to talk about. And so, I wonder why I'm this way. I wanna change that side of me. So I'll try.

Someone told me lately that there is no rule that says that I can't be happy. I realized that it really is just a decision. Whether you wanna mope around or try to get over whatever you're going through. Looking back, I've lived too many days in the first option, and that didn't really bring me anywhere. So, I've decided that maybe I should try option two. It doesn't mean that I've turn cold and turned my feelings off, because I haven't. I still lie in my bed at night and shed a tear or two but every time I do, I tell myself not to fall apart and to be strong. Because whether I like it or not, life moves on and it won't wait for me.

♥our lips must always be sealed
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