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Steady My Breathing, Silently Screaming ♥
And im longing, for words to descrbe how im feeling

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The name is ERNZZZ. Just turned legal 18! Currently studying in Melbourne. Young future Architect! God, I love.

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Praise in the morning, Praise in the evening
Praise when im laughing, Praise when im grieving
There will be dancing, There will be singing
Upon injustice we will tell of our God
In the darkness, in trial
My soul shall sing
Of His mercy, and kindness
Our offering of praise
Our God never fails
Our God never fails."


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Saturday, January 29, 2011

I hate this. Tell me, why does this always happen to me? When will it ever stop? When will everything just be prefect and work out the way I dream it would be. Sure, some may say that its how life is. But for once, can't things go the way I want it to be? Why is there something that's always in the way. ALL the time, things in the way, all the freaking time.

Truth is, I'm scared. So so scared that you can't even imagine how I feel right now. Its times like these when I need reassurance.

I need to learn how to control my emotions better. But I guess I'm not that kinda person.

I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods

♥our lips must always be sealed
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