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And im longing, for words to descrbe how im feeling

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The name is ERNZZZ. Just turned legal 18! Currently studying in Melbourne. Young future Architect! God, I love.

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Our God never fails
Our God never fails."


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Sunday, December 12, 2010

One day. I think these two words, it is the source of the development of hope. One day, I wish ... / One day, I hope ... / Maybe one day... / We'll see how it goes, you may not know that one day... You get what I mean. I can only hope that one day ...

So many things I want to say, but I can't. I'm afraid of what would happen if I do. I'm dying to let everything out, its like my heart bursting with emotions, and I'm trying so hard to hold it in right now because really, I have no place to let them all out. I need a heart to heart talk with someone real soon. Sarah-Ann? (:

You know, that hurts. It was as if you sent a knife through my heart and didn't care at all. Did I not have an impact in your life at all? Did I ever mean something to you? Or maybe I don't anymore? Was that all to our friendship? I just can't believe you would judge me just like that. Give up on our friendship just like that. I'm telling you now that it hurts.

It seems as if history is repeating itself. About this time, this year. Oh, the amount of mixed emotions and confusion that happened. It's crazy how I feel as if it's all coming back. Except that this time, I have more time. And so, I'm reminded again of why I felt what I felt in the first place. There's no denying it. The only thing that's in the way is, reality. What would happen, I don't know. But I'm curious. Will the impossible finally be possible? One can only hope that one day...

One thing about me I've noticed. I tend to give into my feelings way too easily. Sometimes, I let it overwhelm me. I'm not saying its a bad thing, sometimes it can be a good thing. But it is bad when you only listen to your feelings and do not think logically and listen to what your head tells you. What my head tells me, I feel, is reality. Sure, sometimes reality may be good, but mostly I find that it's a challenge to face them and I always find myself reluctant to face reality. It is as if I just want to live in my own fantasy land, where everything is perfect and nice, without any restrictions or disapproval. If only.

Only time can tell. Time, such a precious thing. Time can bring many things, I find. Patience.

Time together is just ever quite enough /When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home /What will it take to make or break this hint of love? /Only time, only time/When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of? /So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love? /All the time, all the time.

My heart’s so lost in all the chaos/ It’s got me crazy/ With the spell you cast, it all happened so fast/You are the star of my daydreams

This crush on you, I wanna be the breakthrough/Kind of love to you/Oh I think that we, that we were meant to be/ In my daydreams

All I'll say is, you shouldn't assume.

MYLC. I'm sorry but I just can't help it.

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