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Steady My Breathing, Silently Screaming ♥
And im longing, for words to descrbe how im feeling

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The name is ERNZZZ. Just turned legal 18! Currently studying in Melbourne. Young future Architect! God, I love.

Innerwords

Praise in the morning, Praise in the evening
Praise when im laughing, Praise when im grieving
There will be dancing, There will be singing
Upon injustice we will tell of our God
In the darkness, in trial
My soul shall sing
Of His mercy, and kindness
Our offering of praise
Our God never fails
Our God never fails."


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Sunday, December 5, 2010

My 18th Birthday was beyond amazing. Only made possible with way too awesome friends.

The night before my birthday, I organized a birthday dinner with my OCF cell and other OCF people. Not everyone could come though.

Basically, my whole birthday was like a race? Everything was pretty rushed and had to be on time, but still had the right amount of time for everything. I was passed from one person to another to take over being in charge of entertaining me!

The day after, which was on my real birthday, Janelle surprised me with this birthday lunch with my Jan extended friends after looking at our future apartment together. Unexpected? Yes. Really fun though!

After getting back from lunch, I immediately got passed from Janelle to Koala who brought me to Brighton Beach. Somewhere where I've wanted to go since I heard about all the colorful houses! Really pretty. We literally spent about 2 hours just making our way down taking pictures with the pretty tiny houses.

Boys were missing from this picture. But basically, I got passed by Koala to Rachel who said that she bought movie tickets for me and her. So, I quickly gobbled down my dinner and headed to the movie theater near the park only to be blindfolded halfway and taken to the park and then surprised by the Albert House people with a night picnic. Something I wanted to do on my birthday too! Watched the sunset, played in the playground, danced crazily in the dark to music. Lovely night.

Just when I thought my birthday was over, I went into my room only to find people waiting for me, a 'Happy Birthday' banner, 25 purple balloons on the floor and Russell on the piano playing Happy Birthday. I kinda suspected something was waiting for me in my room but I didn't know it was that! Janelle prepared a video for me, it was a video of a compilation of wishes from my friends including friends from Malaysia and my family! Really touching video!

And when I seriously thought my day was over, Rachel blindfolded me again, Janelle brought me downstairs outside Albert House and got sabo-ed with water, freaking cold water! Brr! It was pretty fun though!

And that finished my day! Gotta say, it was a memorable one. Thank you Janelle and Rachel for organizing my day! I really appreciate it!

Reality, it prevents many things from happening. Prevents many things only we can dream and hope for. And that's standing in the way right now.

Dear you,
I'm not saying its gonna be easy, but I'm telling you that its for the best. Please keep your promise. Honestly, I sorta wish nothing was standing in between, but there is. Please forgive me. And please try, because I already am. 2 and a half months will go by in a flash. Anything can happen in 2 and a half months. Many things can change. But in the end, what I really hope for is, not losing your friendship because it is valuable to me. Memories, yes we do have them. First dance, first song etc. In everything, I loved it. And those times will stay with me. But I can not stay in those moments. Life has to go on. And you have to move on from those moments too. I'm asking you to try. Just follow with the flow. Imy.

Me.

"My friend, you know how this all ends
and you know where you're going,
you just don't know how you get there
so just say a prayer.
and hold on, cause there's good who love God,
life is not a snapshot, it might take a little time,
but you'll see the bigger picture"

♥our lips must always be sealed
11:23 PM