And im longing, for words to descrbe how im feeling
Biography
The name is ERNZZZ. Just turned legal 18! Currently studying in Melbourne. Young future Architect! God, I love.
Innerwords
Praise in the morning, Praise in the evening
Praise when im laughing, Praise when im grieving
There will be dancing, There will be singing
Upon injustice we will tell of our God
In the darkness, in trial
My soul shall sing
Of His mercy, and kindness
Our offering of praise
Our God never fails
Our God never fails."
The thing is, if I were to tell you, I'm afraid of the things that come after that. I'm afraid if losing a friend. I'm afraid of the effects, I know will be bad. I'm afraid it wouldn't be the same again, just when it was getting better. If I were to tell you, I already know what will happen. And it's not sweet. And so, right now, I am apologizing first. If I am going to tell you, I just want to say, I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know what am I doing right now,which is sort of making things worse. Its not like I can't let these go, its just that I don't want to. And I know the consequences that are associated with it. If it happens, I know that you will think, what a terrible person I am, and I am, for what I'm doing now. It's just not right.